Woe is Me...

So I'm sitting here empty handed thinking man I wish I had a hot cock rubbing all over my lips right about now. I wish I had a nice hard cock all wet from me sucking it gliding over my lips. I'd lick and suck it and work it so good I'd make the owner moan and groan and I'd keep working it really good begging it for it's sweet treat!

I'd fondle his balls and pop the head out of my mouth long enough to tell him, "I want to taste your hot cum! Cum all over my tongue!" And if he were any kind of a man he'd oblige me and soon his hot cream would be spurting out all over my tongue! I'd be moaning in delight swallowing every blessed drop!

But woe is me I'm just sitting here empty handed...

Phone Pleasures

I was excited. I needed him so bad. I put my sexy negligee on and painted my lips up red. My pussy was wet with anticipation. He was due at 11. My whole body was tingling with excitement as I watched the videos he had sent me of slutty girls getting their mouths fucked by beautiful cocks and then finally getting their hot creamy treats. Oh yeah this is what I wanted.

The phone rang a little after 11. I answered it and it was him. He talked to me about pulling my hair and fucking my mouth like a total slut. He told me how he wanted to shove every inch down my throat and I in turn begged him to fuck my mouth with his cock.

He called me a slut and whore and his words went right down to my pussy. I could feel it dripping in excitement. I was cumming in no time. But cumming wasn't the thing I cared about. No cumming was not it at all. It was that slutty submissive, sexually drunkenness that I was after. Yes and that is right where he put me! He is such a professional at this! I was melting all over the bed wishing more than anything that I could service his cock. When I heard him moan and I knew he was cumming my heart twinged with pain. Oh I was excited but I was sad. Sad that I couldn't taste his sweet man juices and sad that it would be over with for now.

Oh God my pussy loves that man!

» Hot N Cold Video by Katy Perry

» Hot N Cold Video by Katy Perry

I'm liking this song right now. A little out of my usual tastes but I like it. I don't like the ending though. Kinda lame. I thought from the sounds of it it was time for her to find a new guy. She should have at the very least first had wild sex with the best man or something. Don't you think?

Did you know that the experts say that your most intimate relationship mirrors your relationship with your self. Interesting but if you examine yourself you'll find it's true. So it really is true the path to a loving relationship is loving yourself. Hmm, does fucking yourself with a big dildo count in the self love department?! :)

Just Thinking

Right now there are two different men who are (how should I say this?) taking care of my needs. Possibly there will be a third added this week. A gentleman who is doing me a big favor this week and I was thinking that I might need to show him my appreciation for his kind deeds. ;)

Anyway, I often fantasize about getting the two men together and what that would be like. No not in a gay way or anything but with the two of them fucking me from both ends. One pumping his nice hot suckable cock down my throat while the other pounds my pussy and fucks me like a whore! I wonder what they would think if they knew I was thinking that? Of course three men could even be more fun!

Men at Work

Wow I'm kind of surprised that my gaydar is apparently not up to speed. I'm usually able to tell right away when a guy is gay. This guy at work who I thought was pretty hot and who seemed kind of attracted to me turned out to be gay. WTF?!! I guess his apparent attraction was as a friend. Well I'm not used to guys being attracted to me for that reason.

The whole thing kind of weirded me out that I didn't pick up on it. Too bad he's a hottie and I bet he has a hot cock to go with it. Sheesh what a waste at least from where I sit. Well it's okay though I really am trying not to pick up men I work with. I think it's better practice that way.

But I have to tell you there are some hot men there that I really wouldn't mind having my way with! Young hot muscular guys that come into my office looking all hot and tasty and I just want to have my way with them right there on my desk! I wonder every time they come in what their cock might look like and think about getting my hands in their pants. I am their boss I could just order them to get naked! What do you think? Would that be a good idea?

Slow Week

Married man never made it for our dinner date because he had a family emergency which he is still tending to. We talked on the phone and when things settle down we will go out again. Over-sized man tool is away this week and that leaves me with idle hands. I was thinking of placing an add on Craigslist. Do you think I might find some men interested in taking me out on a nice date and then giving me their hot cocks for dessert? Truthfully Craigslist hasn't been working for me in recent months. Ever since they closed down the Erotic Services section all of the prostitutes are hanging out in all the other sections like Casual Encounters, and Women for Men. I am continuously flagged. It's ridiculous. So I need to find a new place. I went to this poly site but I keep getting bi guys answering my add. As openminded as I may be I just can't deal with being with a bi-guy. Hey I have friends who are gay or bi and I love them but I just don't want to fuck them. I can't deal with men kissing men. Sorry but I just can't. If they were just sucking their cocks I could deal but hey I can't ask them that question when they answer my add. I'd sound like a crazy and I'd insult them. So I just stay away from the bi guys. So anyone have any ideas as to a good place online to meet a sex partner just for sex?

Variety is the spice of life after all

In Search of a Hot Suckable Cock

I have my oversized man tool to suck, fuck and play with but I find that I need a regular sized cock for my regular suck toy. So I'm on a quest to find myself a nice stable suckable cock to suck. Preferably a married guy so I don't have to worry about him getting too jealous or possessive. He'll just bring me by his hot cock to suck when I ask and then be on his merry way.

Hopefully this will happen soon because I truly don't have a lot of free time to partake in a huge search and I really am craving a good cocksucking. Oh don't get me wrong I suck that huge cock lots but for me it's just not the same. I crave to feel the cockhead in my throat to feel that long shaft running across my tongue. It's like my drug!

I met a nice married guy this week. I met him for coffee and next we are going to go out for dinner. I'm pretty certain that after dinner cums dessert ;) We'll see what he's packing then. Hopefully it will be a nice suckable cock. The big ones are best left for fucking and oh baby can they fuck a pussy good! Every girl should have a couple of different men with different sized cocks because different sizes bring different pleasures. Ideally I'd find someone dominant who'd like to fuck my mouth like a slut and talk dirty to me but for now I'm focusing on the cock.

Here's a place where girls like me can dream of all those different sized cocks to play with!